Complicated~~~

This few weeks, i was really not recognize myself. How to express my feeling? It's just very complicated.
Everything of mine, it was planned. Maybe is because it was all planned, it's easy to have changes in between. I am always holding tight on my principle. Neither human being nor attitude, i aways have my own principle. I thought i can follow it. But can't denied that i really controlled by my brain. Maybe i am not that strong but pretend that strong. But i know i have to be strong to survive.
Maybe i am not really that understand myself...
Maybe i am too confident on myself...
Maybe i am too stubborn...
Maybe i am too optimistic...
Maybe maybe maybe...
MAYBE I AM TOO FREE NOW!!!

Last week, my friend call me and ask,"What do you do everyday after work?". I say,"Go back home lo...If got friend ask for a drinks only i went out lo...". Suddenly, i really think why my life so bored. Maybe it's normal life to normal people like me...
Now my everyday is DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA....
Next week onwards is T5 NOTE T5 NOTE T5 NOTE...
Sigh....

I got a best friend say want to help me to scold that person. I really wish my friend can help me... But although my friend really do like that for me, time can reverse to the moment that i never know that person. I never get hurts and now i still seeking on my true love.
Talk back to true love? Is it really exists? I used to believe before. But now i am doubt on it. When u really believe on it then u continue to believe...
Maybe that person really hurt me deeply. That's why i hate that person so deep.
I know there are many people concern on me... I really try harder to forget everything.
Maybe because i used to love him deeply, that's why now i am hate him deeply...

Time for me to listen S.H.E songs liao....





**vIVi@N^^